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Weekend Retreat into my spirit!

May 4th, 2015 Categories: enjoying..., reporting... 3 comments

Someone asked me how my weekend was, and I realised I have to share it with you!

Sisters at Weekend Retreat

I joined an Amana Trust Weekend Retreat at Bower House and Woodland Camp, in London, and it was awesome. I’m so glad I went! The whole weekend was very pleasant, lots of yummy food (cooked breakfasts and a barbecue – yes, all free), and lots of believers from all over East London and the East of England. Some had been to events like this before and for some this was their first time. But we were all well taken care of :)

The three messages on Saturday were on God’s Eternal Purpose as seen in the Book of Ephesians. We covered Ephesians 1-3 (the second half will be covered the next 4 weekends).

Two key words we were presented with from the very beginning were enjoy and turn. The Lord is so enjoyable in His Word, and we need to keep turning our hearts to Him, not thinking that we know everything, so that we can see, and not just to see but also to experience!

Ephesians 1 – Our rich God wants to dispense Himself into us!

The first message was on Ephesians 1, and the mystery of His will (Eph 1:9), and how God has a purpose, to attain a particular goal. In Genesis 1:26 we see that God wants to be expressed and represented. A good illustration of this is with a hand and a glove, where the hand needs to come into the glove in order for it to be expressed. We are made in the image and likeness of God, and God wants to get into us!

So for this, God made a plan, an economy, an arrangement (Eph 1:10). It is like He has prepared a rich feast for us, and even more than our need to eat, God has a need for us to come and eat!

We have a rich, rich, rich God, and He wants to dispense, dispense, dispense Himself into us!

God created us as vessels to be filled with Him, and not just individually, but corporately – as the church, His Body, the fullness of the one who fills all in all (Eph 1:22-23). The church is Christ in you and me, and in all the believers. So the only way the church can be produced is by God’s economy, His plan and arrangement to dispense Himself into us, to get into us and fill us!

This is why Paul told Timothy in 1 Timothy 1:4 to charge certain ones not to give heed to different teachings apart from God’s economy, which is in faith. We just need to be those who are open to the Lord (100% soft and absorbent – like cotton wool!), open to His dispensing, so that we can be filled, soaked, and saturated with Him. Then we will express Him!

And that was just message 1/chapter 1…

Ephesians 2 – A new thing in the universe – God’s masterpiece!

In chapter 2 we saw the church as God’s wonderful masterpiece. The chapter starts with us – “And you” – dead in our offenses and sins (Eph 2:1)… “but God” (Eph 2:4)!

But God, being rich in mercy, even though we were dead in our offenses, made us alive together with Christ, and raised us up together with Him, and seated us together with Him (Eph 2:4-6)! Thank You Lord!

This is all past tense, and it is all by grace that we are being produced as His masterpiece to be displayed to the entire universe (Eph 2:7, 10).

The church as the masterpiece of God is absolutely a new item in the universe, and this masterpiece is the mingling of God with man.

And now, in the present tense, we are being fitted together and are being built together into a dwelling place of God in spirit (Eph 2:21-22).

How wonderful! And did you pick up a key word here? Together!

God is carrying out His dispensing not just to gain us individually, but to gain such a corporate expression in the church. And He has made us all one in Him (Eph 2:13-14) even though we were so far off, with the Gentiles even further than the Jews (and we were given a good illustration of how far we had fallen… but God!).

Ephesians 3 – Our stewardship, and our experience!

And in chapter 3 we saw our stewardship (Eph 3:2). Our receiving is “to me, for you2. On God’s side this is dispensing, and on our this is stewardship.

We also saw the revelation of the mystery (Eph 3:3-5). A mystery something that was hidden but now is made known. For sure, God is a mystery but Christ reveals Him! Christ also is a mystery but the church reveals Christ.

And third, we saw the apostle Paul’s prayer for our experience (Eph 3:14-21). Having this prayer makes everything so far in Ephesians real and practical and possible. And this is what Paul prayed for the Ephesians, and what he prayed for us.

We went through the details of this prayer and the four “thats” which show this experience is progressive. Every day we can pray that we would be strengthened into our inner man, that Christ may make His home in our heart, that we may be full of strength to apprehend with all the saints all the vast dimensions of Christ and His knowledge-surpassing love, and ultimately that we may be filled unto all fullness of God!

We saw a great illustration of how fullness is the overflowing, it is the full expression. And the end of this prayer is, “To Him would be the glory in the church and in Christ Jesus” (Eph 3:21). Glory is God expressed, and this glory is in the church in and in Christ Jesus.

Our experience of this prayer, our being under the daily dispensing, resulting in the fullness of God, is how God carries out His eternal purpose!

I especially loved the reminder that when we don’t know what to pray, even when we do know what to pray – we can pray Ephesians 3:16-19 every day for ourselves, and for others:

Oh Lord, strengthen us right now into our inner man, make your home more in our hearts today, root and ground us in Your love, fill us unto all the fullness of God!

I was also encouraged that He is able to do this, and He is able to do superabundantly above all that we ask or think (Eph 3:20). The proper context here is not that related to something outward or material, but to God carrying out this within us. Thank You Lord!

Praise the Lord, He has made us part of His eternal purpose. God has a good pleasure, God has a need, and God has a plan – that He would dispense Himself into us, and that we would be filled with God and overflow God to express Him. Thank You Lord!

And there was more, and there is more!

There were also some short fellowship times during the weekend on studying the truth, the burden for the children and how to raise them up as the next generation, spending time with the Lord in the morning, prophesying (speaking for God, as described in 1 Corinthians 14) for the building up of the church, and the Lord’s table and Lord’s supper as a replacement of the Passover.

It was a very full and rich weekend, I can’t believe we did so much in such a short time. It really was like a feast! And like I said, it really was a retreat into my spirit!

Weekend Retreats

This was the fourth retreat covering the first half of Ephesians, and the next four weekends are covering the second half of Ephesians. Don’t miss out! Everyone is invited according to where they live, but of course if you can’t go on a particular weekend, just sign up for another one. And I mentioned they are free, right? More info can be found here: amanatrust.org.uk/weekend-retreats.

PS: I originally wrote this as a long Whatsapp message to respond to “How was the weekend?”, and edited it just slightly to post here, so it may not be quite my usual style of writing. I tried to take out some of the exclamation marks – but I can’t help it, this is pretty exciting stuff! :) Keep enjoying, and keep turning!

It was for her

February 8th, 2015 Categories: enjoying..., pondering..., singing... 2 comments

I really enjoyed the campus Bible studies this week! On Thursday, we read the footnote for John 19:34, and a few paragraphs from the first message from Life-study of Romans.

But one of the soldiers pierced His side with a spear, and immediately there came out blood and water.

So, I had read this footnote before, and appreciated that the blood is for redemption, the purchasing of the church, and that the water is for imparting life, for the producing of the church. It’s pretty amazing to see that, to realise that it is not random or even just for biological reasons that both blood and water came out of the Jesus’ side, but that both are so significant. But in our fellowship at the Bible study, I saw in a fresh way that the blood was for the purchasing of the church, and that the water was for the producing of the church.

Why did the Lord come to be a man (John 1:14)? Why did He die on the cross (Hebrews 12:2)?

(I enjoyed looking up these verses! I hope you enjoy reading them too. :) Hover over the links to read the verses, and click on the links to go to the footnotes in the Recovery Version!)

But He didn’t do this just for us as individuals, He did this to redeem, to purchase the church, and to produce the church. The church is what is on God’s heart!

So, we also looked at the picture of Adam and Eve, and how Eve was built from a rib out from Adam’s side. Adam and Eve had the same source, the same nature, the same life, and even the same living. We also, as the church, have come out of the Lord’s pierced side, we have His life and His nature, and now we are learning to have one living with Him!

This couple is the secret of the universe. The secret of the whole universe is that God and His chosen ones are to be one couple. Hallelujah! We, God’s chosen ones, and God are of one source, of one nature, and have one life. Now we also need to have one living. We are not living by ourselves or for ourselves; we are living with God and for God, and God is living with us and for us. Hallelujah!

Life-study of Romans, message 1

What about us? Is the church also on our heart? I realised that I need to see a fresh vision of the church, to see the church as God sees the church, to love the church as Christ loves the church!

Here is a very sweet song that matches this thought. (You can click on the link below to listen to it and sing along!)

1. Don’t you want to know your God?
What’s hidden in His heart for you?
How much He longs for you to come
And open up—
To let Him in to every part
Let Him reveal what’s on His heart
What was the joy set before Him?

   It was for her the church—His bride
   It was for her, willingly He died
   She is the joy deep in His heart
   His masterpiece—
   His counterpart.

2. The Lord chose you to be a part
Of His great plan, His work of art.
What wonder! What a privilege!
To satisfy
His yearning to share all He is—
Divine, unsearchable riches!
What wisdom, multifarious expressed!

3. As we enjoy and enter in
To all He is then we’ll begin
To understand the feeling in
His heart toward us.
What love that motivated Him
To come to us, despite our sin
Why did He go and sell all that He had?

Lord Jesus, cause my heart to be a duplication of your heart, that I would see the church as You see the church, and love the church as You love the church.

Never say that you cannot believe

January 30th, 2015 Categories: enjoying... Be the first to comment

Along with many others here in the UK, I’ve been starting to get into the book of Romans a little this year. If you’d like to join in, you can find a suggested schedule here.

Having said that, in reading the Life-study of Romans, I’ve been finding it a little difficult to get into it. But this portion today really encouraged me:

The more we look at ourselves and examine ourselves, the faster our faith disappears. Faith is not our invention; it can never be initiated by us. It is impossible for us to generate faith. Faith is an aspect of Christ Himself. In fact, faith is Christ. Galatians 2:20 says that we live by the faith of the Son of God. I do not live by my faith—I have no faith of my own—but by the faith of the Son of the living God who has faith and who Himself is faith to me. If you look at yourself, you will never find faith, but if you forget about yourself and say, “O Lord Jesus, I love You,” faith will immediately rise up within you.

We believe in Christ by His faith, not by our own. Christ is our faith. Never say that you cannot believe, for you can believe if you want to. Do not try to believe by yourself, because the more you try the less faith you have. Simply say, “O Lord Jesus, I love You. Lord Jesus, You are so good.” If you do this, you will have faith immediately.

Life-study of Romans, message 5

Amen, thank You Lord! Faith comes out of hearing, and faith is Christ Himself infused into us!

I really liked this point on “Never say that you cannot believe”, and it matches something else we were enjoying earlier in the week:

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Christ is the interceding Spirit who joins in to help us in our weakness as we are groaning (Romans 8:27). We probably don’t think that groaning is a very positive thing. Yet this verse doesn’t say we shouldn’t groan, but rather that the Spirit joins in to help us when we are groaning!

And I was reminded that our groaning is similar to our crying out (listen to message 7 from the Winter Training on the Crystallization-study of Exodus). It’s an opening to the Lord!

So our proper response to realising how much of a failure we are shouldn’t be “I can’t do it and will never do it, so forget about it” or “I don’t have faith, I can never believe”… Instead, we should open, groan, and cry out. “Oh Lord! Oh Lord! I can’t do it. I can’t make it. I can’t even believe. But oh Lord, I open!”

So faith comes out of hearing, and hearing through the word of Christ

January 5th, 2015 Categories: enjoying... Be the first to comment

“Although the people had no faith, faith came when God came in to speak a word.”

Life-study of Exodus, message 29

Lord, speak to us more in 2015!

PS: I really enjoyed the Winter School of Truth. The Bible is the Word of God! Hopefully I’ll share more on it soon :)

The Bible is God’s Word!

December 7th, 2014 Categories: eating..., enjoying... 1 comment

In preparation for this year’s Winter School of Truth, I’ve been following the study group guidelines for the serving one’s and helpers. To prep for my study time tomorrow, I was just reading chapters 5 and 6 from Lesson Book 6 – The Bible, which goes into twelve proofs that the Bible is the Word of God.

I appreciated the introduction at the beginning that reminded me that we believe not because of the outward proofs but because of a living touch with God the Spirit by praying in our spirit with the Word. However, although we do not need the outward proof to believe, it is still good for us to know a few crucial facts, both for ourselves and those we come into contact with. But this is not so we can debate with them, but so we can know assuredly and also present these proofs to those seeking to know more about the Bible.

Anyway, it was so enjoyable to get into these twelve proofs! No other book has stood the same test of time, no other book has affected man so dynamically, and there is no other way by which we could know God and His eternal plan. No one else but God could have written the Bible, and He has sovereignly arranged so much so we could have the Bible and know it is His Word. Thank You Lord for giving us the Bible!

For more details you’ll have to read the chapters yourselves (you can find it on ministrybooks.org under “Lesson Book, Level 6: The Bible—The Word of God”), but I’ll just list the twelve proofs that the Bible is the Word of God!

  1. The proof by logic
  2. The proof by its completion
  3. The proof by its prophecies
  4. The proof by its power
  5. The proof by people’s love toward the Bible
  6. The scientific proof
  7. The proof by the history of the Jewish people
  8. The proof by its indestructibility
  9. The proof by its spread during persecution
  10. The proof by the word of the Lord and other writers of the Bible
  11. The proof by ancient documents
  12. The proof by archaeology

Being at the Teachers Training and getting into this again now, I am being infused with a fresh love for the Bible! So I’d recommend getting into the messages at the prep.truthschool.eu website, even if you won’t be serving at the WST. These messages are really encouraging, enlightening and supplying, and each one is just 20-30 minutes long :) It’s probably also not too late to join a study group, whether you plan to be at the WST or not (FYI the deadline to register for WST is in less than 24 hours!).

The Lord and His lovers suffered much to preserve the Bible for thousands of years so that we, the lovers of the Lord, may have this great gift. We need to treasure the Bible and study it as the most precious thing we have.

Lesson Book, Level 6: The Bible—The Word of God, Chapter 6

Thank You Lord for the Bible!

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